here

where do i put the shame?

it feels like a broken toy

i can't play with anymore

where do i put the hate?

to a pixilated screen

i can't watch anymore

all i know is that i'm here

drifting somewhere in the vast

somewhere in eternity

and i never want to leave

where do i put the books?

there's so many i can read

but they all are filled with lies

where do i put the lies?

there's so many i can say

but it seems they're in the books

i have faith that you're out there

living high up in the vast

somewhere in eternity

and you're never going to leave

have i been telling lies to myself?

hold me now

you know i am so afraid to be at all

have i been telling lies to myself?

hold me now

you know i am so afraid to love at all

i looked up and i saw the moon

was it the same moon that betrayed you?

i looked up and i saw my place

i looked in and i felt no hate

where do i put the love?